October 1, 2009.
Today Jugo was "born". Jugo is the new name of my company, in which I can emphasize where I stand, what I do, what passionates me.
From today I am fulltime independent entrepreneur. It was a long way up here, but also a fascinating way.
Until today I was always looking for a job where I could do my thing. I've done several jobs in the social sector and the private sector. And I always felt again after a relatively short time that it was not my path. Though I originally thought it was my dreamjob and I could indulge me for a while. In every job I've learned a lot and I have always contributed something to my employer and colleagues. Yet again it was time to move on, looking for what could be my dreamjob.
For six years I combined a part-time job with my own practice for playtherapy (Isis) in secondary activity. But every time I bumped into the limits of this combination.
As of today I do things my own way. I have chosen only to do what I'm good at, what I like to do, where I'm happy at. This way it's also assured that what I do, is well done and will contribute to the welfare of the people I work with.
When I look back today, I see that over 14 years (1995 to 2009) I have come a huge way. I have grown from naive, anxious and insecure girl to a strong woman who relies on life. I am a woman who knows what she wants, who knows her talents and attempts to achieve my full potential.
Today I suddenly realize very clearly that on this path I wasn't alone. Everywhere I go I got guidance and companionship. I was never alone, though I often have thought so. Family and friends showed me the way, counselors, teachers, therapists, ... helped me up when I stumbled again and got lost. So many people have contributed to my path. This insight gives me a deep sense of gratitude.
Now is the time that I pass on what I have received all those years (and still receive). It is time that I am now fully dedicated to guiding others on their personal path.
On my path "play" always came back. At moments I Get caught up by the gravity, the painful, the seriousness of life. And every time again it was highlighted for me how play makes everything easier.
My memories of my childhood also concentrate on playing. I played so much as a child: building camps, dress up, building a house under the table, the bunk was our apartment, little theater play, organize birthday parties for dolls, building huge projects with lego, ... With my girls across the street and my sister I amused myself this way for hours.
As a teenager I was happy to play (youthmovement) and I appeared to have a great imagination. As soon as I could, I was a leader in the youthmovement and at several playgrounds and holiday camps. Also babysitting I loved to play with the kids.
Play has always been my element. No wonder I like working with children!
Play is something special. Much research has been done and it shows that playing is vital for humans. Even animals play (even fish!).
When you play, you get yourself in what you do. When you play, it's quiet in your head. You forget everyday worries, you do not wonder how to go on, you immerse in what you are doing here and now. And that in itself is a very healing experience.
Through this way, I also discovered the importance of silence: the closure of the daily flow of thoughts, beliefs, concerns, inner monologues, ... Life appears to be much richer and more special when you focus entirely on that what is happening now. If you are no longer puzzled about what is past and you're not worried about what could possibly be, it's quiet in your head and you are fully present in the moment. In the 'now' is the life, lies your strength, your pain, your fears and your joy.
From this experience I would work with the power of silence.
With Jugo I want to use the power of play and silence to accompany people (children and adults) on their unique path of life.
